A sphere of Silver. The color of none yet the color of many.

12:52 AM "I walk the path of the forbidden,
yearning what will never come."


2009, will be a tough year for me.



Someone told me once, "You know, I enjoy being around the funny you, being so entertaining and all, but we have never quite knew the inside of you, what you were really thinking. Sometimes you do show abit (most of the time after you wake up from naps lol), but then, we never really knew who you really are under that happy cheery self."


That comment actually stunned me a little.

I was a little confused in a sense i think, i think it made my heart go "Wasn't being cheery and entertaining good enough? Am I required to show more?" Even now, I'm still in doubt of myself and of this whole situation, plus the fact that i'm goddamn tired and feeling a lil giddy.

I didn't reply to the comment of that someone, but merely nodding my head in thought.


I can really be in need of a big sigh right now.
(and a new blogskin too.)